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Gentleman's Magazine 1857 part 2 p.108
account of all that had been most interesting in his life,
both with regard to outward influences and inward
development, up to the very time at which the "Confessions"
were composed. The early loss of an accomplished father, and
subsequent contention with an unaccomodating guardian,
plunged the precocious boy into "a sea of troubles," from
which he only escaped at last, tempest-tost, and sorely hurt
in body and in mind. The description of his sufferings
during that period of his youth in which the worst of his
privations were experienced in is painfully eloquent, not
merely because it discloses an appalling stress of hardest
physical ills, but also because it gives us more than one
accidental glimpse of the singularly loving, sensitive, and
thoughtful nature which the poor boy bore with him in the
bitterness of his destitution. By a hollow reconciliation
with his guardian, he was eventually rescued from that
perilous state, and enabled to return to the studies which,
even at age, he passionately loved. The wish that he had
faithfully clung to was gratified by a residence at Oxford,
where, amongst the multitude of his enjoyments, not the
least, assuredly, arose out of the intimacy which he formed
with John Wilson. Two or three years afterwards he is found
tenanting a cottage at Grasmere - a cottage which Wordsworth
had before inhabited - the "white cottage, embowered with
flowering shrubs, so chosen as to unfold a succession of
flowers upon the walls and clustering around the windows,
through all the months of spring, summer, and autumn, -
beginning, in fact, with May roses, and ending with
jasmine," - which he has described with so much beauty in
the "Confessions," and which it was his lot to taste by
turns the pleasures and dread pains his opium-eating
brought. His half-playful and half-loving picture of this
home, rich only in its books and beauty, is as faithful as
it it is charming. In this "humble cot," placed upon "the
calmest, fairest spot on earth," he resided twenty years,
enjoying the society of the many gifted men who were then
living in the lake-country, studying subjects of philosophy
from which most of his comntemporaries would have shrunk,
drinking his ruby-coloured laudanum freely, dreaming
glorious dreams of loveliness and awe unspeakable, and
pouring forth the treasures of his rich intelligence in
contributions to the periodical press.
But of the peculiar force and splendour of the opium-dreams,
it should be remembered that scarcely anything can be
attributed to the opium. It might, by its specific
influence, assist in concentrating and increasing activity,
but it would add nothing either to the organic power of the
individual, or to the element of new combinations which
might be already hoarded in his memory. Yet it is out of
these, in their relation of material and constructive
faculty, that any new creation must proceed. Give the drug,
in quantity sufficient to produce sleep, to an ignorant,
unimaginative man, and you will probably get from him in his
dreams nothing grander than Charles Lamb's "Ghost of a
Fish-wife;" but give it, under the same condition, to
Coleridge, and his imagination would have bodied forth the
"sunny pleasure-dome with caves of ice" of Kubla-Kahn, the
stately palace -
"Where Alph, the sacred river, ran,
Through caverns measureless to man,
Down to a sunless sea."
Or give it to De Quincey, and he shall dream of some
Sabbath-scene of loveliness expanding into the magnificence
of mountains raised to more than Alpine height, with
interspace between them of savannahs and forest-lawns, and
some unforgotten grave amidst it; or some solitary
well-remembered form of one whom he had lost in early youth,
"sitting upon a stone shaded
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